Ithaca cause the process was simple as long as I was doing things in a way that were helpful, even though I didn't know it. I put it time and effort, got out excellent results, and believed, in my youthful arrogance, that it was all me. My work, my effort, my time, my talent. I had almost no understanding of how critical (for me, because I'm not a musical prodigy) all the excellent guidance and training I'd had was to my progress.
What you wrote made me think. The mark of good teaching is that the student is led along expertly in a way that it all seems easy, effortless, "of course that's what I'd do", with no idea of what has been given. I suspect that many who were taught well over years will have skills and no idea of how they got those skills or even quite what they have, because it all seems that natural and normal.
The flip side is that if it was absorbed subconsciously, got into your bones, you can't quite replicate what you did not consciously learn. It seems that this is the part that you are connecting to now, maybe bringing the two ends together.