[Journal] Brahms g minor piano quartet performance readiness
22 Days Left: second half of 3rd movement
I practiced for maybe 3-4 hours today. Today I was supposed to work on the second half of the 3rd movement and also the 4th movement but I'll have to work on the latter tomorrow.
This still needs a lot of work and then it got much worse when I was recording, but I'm sharing it warts and all. I'm also very tired and I'm not sure if my brain absorbed all that much today. Usually I see progress happening during every session and it's very motivating! I am determined to get better rest and more practice over the next few days.
Also watching myself... ugh. I hate the way I look when I play! A couple of years ago I took some lessons with a guy for ergonomics; he was trained in Taubman and Alexander technique. He helped to train me out of my "floating pinkies" (pinkies sticking up when not in use) but now I see that my right hand fingers are very tense and curled upward when I'm playing chords. I think I need to make some efforts to relax them. My left hand has no problems playing in a relaxed way but my right hand always looks activated.
twocats
I love your video, and the way your hands move on the keyboard!
I'm just curious, your hands don't look very large (I hope you can take this as a compliment ). Can you reach a tenth? I'm asking because you don't seem to have much trouble playing Brahms' chords, and yet they're not made for small hands.
Rubens thank you, I'm glad you don't think my playing looks terrible!
My hands aren't big but thankfully they aren't tiny! I can play octaves with ease and can reach a ninth depending on the circumstance. There are a couple of places where I'm rolling a tenth chord but other than that Brahms didn't put many big chords in this piece! There are quite a lot of legato octaves though. There was a local teacher I went to briefly for help when I got obsessed with Chopin Ballade No.1 (actually the piece that started my piano upgrade journey!); she used pedal to do legato seemingly everywhere and then would do whatever was easiest for her hands. I never bought into that and think you actually need to play the melody line legato for it to sound convincing. I'm able to play a slow octave with my 1st and 4th fingers so if they're adjacent notes I do a lot of 1-5 to 1-4 to 1-5 walking so that I can keep the top note legato.
I had abandon plans to play the 4th movement of the Franck violin sonata (which can stand on its own quite well without the rest of the movements) because once I started looking at it, it was filled with tenths! I started marking up the score to use my right hand to play the top notes of the left hand chords but it made it way too complicated, so I gave up I don't know what a professional with small hands would have done, do the awkward RH substitutions? Roll everything? Skip the top note?
My Polish piano teacher had us do hand stretching exercises so my hands can reach their maximum span (pic below). Also, since I'm already taking a photo, do you ever show off your piano muscles? I tell people my hands have biceps
I watched the video and it's actually great that I'm recording, because now I'm seeing a lot of places where I should be playing the left hand more softly!
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rogerch oh I should probably explain how to actually do the hand stretching. Aside from stretching out your hand as wide as it'll go, use your other hand to spread each pair of adjacent fingers apart. It might be slightly painful but just be gentle and don't overdo it. Over time you should become more flexible!
I'm really enjoying your practice sessions! It seems kind of odd to say that but there's something enjoyable about the music making process especially when you are playing great music and you have a really good approach.
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Pathbreaker I'm really enjoying your practice sessions!
Thank you, and nice to have you all following along! It feels like my little project has become an online social gathering of sorts
I think I'm going to go back to the 1st movement today and tomorrow since I'm planning to play it at a piano gathering on Thursday. Someone suggested I just do it "Quartet Minus Three" since I said I don't have time to work up a solo piece. Hopefully hearing the same stuff over and over in the next 3 weeks doesn't get old for all of you!
21 Days Left: second half of 1st movement
Better than the first recording, but I blame the continued profusion of mistakes on lack of sleep and will try much harder on an earlier bedtime starting tonight. I feel like my brain is in slow motion
Trying to relax right hand more and memorize some sections where I can't read the score and hit the correct notes at the same time. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be fully rested and can focus better!
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20 Days Left: full 1st movement
I went to bed at a reasonable hour last night and while I haven't fully recovered from the last couple of weeks, I feel alive and competent again. Today I've been trying to devise ways of making sure I don't go to bed late, including setting a bedtime alarm and setting up my phone dock outside the bedroom (a friend's suggestion).
This video is less disastrous than the last few and I didn't feel very nervous with the camera watching me! I'm playing the entire first movement and the second half is noticeably better. However, I forgot how difficult the first half is (I had worked on it a lot over the past 9 months, which is why I put it away for a little while to focus on the other movements). Hopefully with a few more days of focused practice it'll be much better.
Part of me is panicking because I have less than three weeks left and still so much work to get it all to performance level (and the piece is so freaking long! Recordings are ~40 minutes). But part of me feels like I'll manage to pull it together.