rogerch thank you for your kind words!! Yes, we did manage to make a good save on all the missed entrances; with chamber music you just have to keep going and thankfully you don't have to memorize!
You can't see but in the fourth movement the violin just dropped out at a place where I always have trouble with my entrance and I count off her ornaments to enter. And suddenly she wasn't there! So I entered at approximately the right place (I don't even know if it's exact, I haven't counted) but I think maybe it was one beat off and our coach (the violist) was smiling and leading and a few beats in the cellist and violinist were able to follow him and come back in at the right place. If we didn't have our coach in the group I think it would have been a lot more obvious whenever we were off.
I also enjoyed sharing with you all; it was a great exercise to have to say out loud what my problems were and my plan for them, and also to have so much support as I got ready for the final concert! I think my next journal will be far less dramatic but hopefully is a much better test of Dr. Molly's schedule π
Learnings
I think my biggest learning in this piece was use of una corda pedal from the part that was explicitly marked (previously I never used it at all) and finding out when it's an appropriate place for it, and being able to play with una corda while also using the Bluetooth pedal! I also started noticing more when pros use it and I decided to use it in a spot in the fourth movement even though it wasn't explicitly marked. And thinking back to this other piece where the piano part was supposed to be an ethereal accompaniment, it now seems like such an obvious place for una corda.
I also think my practice will look different going forward, lots of slow accurate practice for the hard parts and hopefully earlier and improved identification of optimal fingerings (I changed them so much over the course of 9 months). Also actually paying attention to what I'm playing and not just essentially sight reading all the time.
This was the hardest piece I've ever learned and my playing was still so far from where I wanted it to be (I think I'm putting it away; I don't have the energy to continue with it despite the cello coach saying that I'm just at the beginning of my journey with it), but I think I'm a better pianist now and hopefully these lessons will serve me well for the future! π