twocats Did exercising help to reduce the shakes?
I think it did, in that I still had the shakes but it didn’t seem quite as intense. I still totally butchered the first piece though. 😆
thepianoplayer416 I don’t have a problem playing pieces in an informal setting including friends gatherings or at a public piano. I tend to mess up when playing at a scheduled event with everybody staring at me. Even after a few hours of preparation I still play wrong notes.
For me, it’s not the “everybody staring at me” part, because when I play for people at my house, they’re all staring at me 😃 But I suspect the formality of these recitals is part of what contributes to it for me. I’ve written elsewhere at PT about that, but I just do not get the shakes like this when I play at home, and although I don’t have the chance to play at a public piano very often, the last time I did (which was last fall, before the fall recital, as it happens), no shakes.
Which is unfortunate because if I could just experience playing with the shakes on a more regular basis, I am sure they would bother me less…
I do a lot of public speaking, like a lot. And depending on the event, there might be 200 people there, and sometimes I’m very nervous (esp. when it’s a high stakes event, or like in spring 2023 when I was interviewing for my current job and I had to give a job talk which I knew would basically determine whether I got this job or not). In those situations, I’m super nervous, and my hands shake. But I’m not playing the piano (obs) so it doesn’t bother me. But also, I am so used to it that all the other feelings of nerves don’t impact my performance. I am confident that no one else notices I’m nervous, I just ignore the nerves and do my job, which is to give a research presentation or whatever.
So I feel like if I were in these piano situations more, more formal playing, and getting the shakes like once a week, I would get past it. Not that my hands wouldn’t shake anymore, but that it wouldn’t derail me.
But although I can create opportunities for myself to play (like the event coming up in two weeks) it’s just not the same as the formal events …. Anyway I’m starting to repeat myself here so… 😃