I watched two videos that might be of interest. Yesterday, in my lesson, I thought I had handled all the "random" mistakes in a piece, because I could play it at home perfectly, but in the lesson, I still made many, many mistakes. I went straight home after the lesson, sat immediately at my piano, and played the piece with zero mistakes. I accept that it might still be nerves, but I've still been looking at other reasons.
My teacher has been telling me that the solution is to practice more slowly. Until I watched these two videos, I didn't thoroughly understand why practicing more slowly would help (and just how slowly). But now I have a new hypothesis: I have learned my pieces ONLY with muscle memory, and my muscle memory is deeply encoded to my own piano.* As soon as the environment changes, my muscle memory falters. And because of the way I practice (focusing ONLY on being able to play at full tempo 10 times in a row correctly), I haven't been training the other kinds of memory. I need to change that.
My hypothesis is based in the difference in the way I've been practicing scales and my pieces. I practice scales extremely slowly, with variations in pattern and emphasis. I change the tempo, the note groupings, the dynamics, and I even reverse the order, sometimes playing treble to base and back to treble. With my eyes open, my eyes closed, looking at the music, not looking at the music. I literally know the scales backwards and forwards. And I nail them in the lesson.
So what I'm going to do is take one of my pieces and learn it the way I learn scales, in order to undo the muscle memory and give the other kinds of memory a chance to grow. I believe that this will close the gap between the performance of a piece at home versus in the lessons (give or take some nerves). I have my first piano "soiree" in early October, and I would like to have one piece I can play as well as I can play it at home.
- My teacher's bench doesn't adjust, and her piano is a Clavinova (700-something series) and the touch is extremely different from my acoustic at home, in every way. My muscles don't seem to know what the heck is going on.