As a self-learning beginner, I’ve found it hard to get good guidance on dynamics. The lessons on YouTube’s Let’s Play Piano Methods channel is great, but when it comes to dynamics, Gail (the teacher) cannot demonstrate it because he says his recordings always seem to lose the dynamic contrast (due to compression?). He does teach how to follow the dynamics on the score. However as to how loud or how soft, he suggests student following their feel.
I am practicing Prince of Denmark’s March this week. It’s A-B-A with dynamics of forte-piano-forte. Faber has a demo track. When I listen to it, the forte to piano contrast is not very big. However, when I record my own practice, and look at the resulting velocity/dynamics graph in Pianoteq, playing the B section in piano and it gets really really soft, much more so then the Faber and other demo recordings I can find online. (Videos attached at the end.)
So, are recordings often not accurately represent dynamics that you hear during live performance?
During practice, how do you judge how loud your forte should be, and how soft your piano should be?
If I just follow what I hear and what I feel, I find a strong tendency to play the soft part not light enough, judging by Pianoteq’s velocity graph. I know using a data graph to judge piano playing seems very un-musical and anti-artistic. But, as a beginner who does not seem to have calibrated ears yet, I wonder having no gauge could be even worse.
I understand there needs to be gradation from p to mp to mf to f. And I understand dynamics do not stay monotonous in a phrase. My question is really about the worry if, on a scale of 10, p-mp-mf-f should be played as 2-4-6-8, but I may play it as 5-6-7-8 which I suppose would be a bad habit to be avoided?
Any help, guide, tips are welcome! Thanks in advance!
Video: my practice recording
Video: Faber's demo recording