As I had mentioned previously, on Saturday I participated in the Music Artistry Program with Dr Yuna Roh as the visiting artist.
We arrived a little early and so we got to see some other participants play and receive feedback from Dr Roh.
It was awesome! Dr Roh really knew how to put the participants at ease, she sang and used really cool/descriptive/animated language to convey her musical ideas. It was really great to see the participant immediately get it and play the improved interpretation right back.
When it was my turn, I got to play Bluebird followed by Canon in D. My memory was spot on but sadly my hands were shaking uncontrollably. I had some minor glitches due to the shaking but recovered in real time in all cases.
The hands shaking problem is not something I can replicate at home and I have no idea if I'll ever be able to conquer it. It really destroys a lot of my hard work and prevents me from executing the way I want to.
One other thing that threw me off was the piano. It was a Bösendorfer, so I just naturally assumed it would be incredible and better than my own pianos. However, the first few notes threw me off. One key felt/sounded weird and I'm not sure if it was just room resonance or tuning or a keyboard issue. It would have really helped if I could have warmed up on the piano, I'm sure I would have mastered it better for the performance.
I never thought I'd ever have this problem, but my own pianos are just too great. When I sit down at what I feel is a compromised piano, it throws me off on the spot. I think this means I need to practice more on random pianos. Maybe I need to visit thrift shops or churches and find a way to sneak in to the venue to practice before a performance.
When it came to feedback, I thought Dr Roh would comment on my execution of the more complicated parts, but she seemed happy about those. In fact, she addressed something very basic and something more musically advanced.
She called out the balance between my left and right hand. It's admittedly something I've been struggling with for a long time, but there couldn't be anything more important to address. I start out with a good balance but as soon as I try to execute my dynamic progressions (i.e. go louder or go softer), my balance is off. This particular piano was loud, so I needed to work extra on my right hand to bring out the melody.
This is something we all know, but it's a core problem I have and would do well to continue to work on.
The other ideas Dr Roh gave me was to visualize different colors while playing the different chords to help paint a different picture. She also helped me with variations during the repeats, particularly by thinking of different scenes or feelings while playing. The last thing you want to do is repeat yourself.
It was all very cool and very deep, and I think will continue to serve me well musically going forward.
This was all over in 10 minutes, a mini-master class, and Dr Roh said she wished we had more time! However, it's all I could manage psychologically.
To top it all off, my teacher later informed me that Dr Roh gave me an Honorable Mention for my beautiful performance in the EMTA Music Artistry Program!
Another younger and more advanced student who played Bach and Beethoven pieces was selected for the Honors Recital. He's been making huge strides in his progress and unquestionably deserves it.
The past week was a tough one and I just wanted to celebrate a little.
I couldn't have asked for more and it was a fantastic and enjoyable learning experience!
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