Hi @Sophia, thanks for the welcome.
My study log has me starting July 18. It's not the first time though. I gave it a go back in 2008/9, and didn't find my groove back then to carry me to any real progress. I underestimated the learning curve, over estimated how fast I could learn, and was underwhelmed by lesson material. I wasn't ready on more than one level, so quitting was inevitable.
About 6 years ago I started playing bass guitar and got much further. I learned how to enjoy the process and savor small victories and was on my way to being a decent bass player. Major changes in my life came, putting an end to that run. I spent the following 3 years working on the road, only getting home every few months.
I never got back into bass afterwards other than playing for personal enjoyment. I have the theory and practical usage that I learned, a decent relationship with timing, and I got pretty good at reading the bass clef. More importantly I learned how important music was to my soul.
I think I'm ready to make similar progress on piano now. I know it's a long journey and I have some music skills that I think will help. I pulled out my Yamaha CP33 that I bought back then and ordered some monitors for it. It's 88 keys with an amazing graded hammer action. It sounds so beautiful to me even with my simple lesson book playing. I'm also working on chords, progressions, arpeggios, scales, etc.
An instructor is not in the cards right now. I know it will be more challenging without one but I do have good discipline to always be watchful of the big mistakes.